DES

[Emil]

pair
/dɪˈspɛː/

noun
1. the complete loss or absence of hope.
"a voice full of self-hatred and despair"
synonyms: hopelessness, desperation, distress, anguish, pain, unhappiness.

verb
1. lose or be without hope.
"we should not despair"
synonyms: lose hope, give up hope, abandon hope, give up, lose heart, be discouraged, be despondent, be demoralized, resign oneself, throw in the towel/sponge, quit, surrender.

[sebasti161]

my life is filled with despair

[juicyorange]

pascito

[Emil]

pascito

[TJ Howard]

Spanish Inquisition