》Your name: [FL:RP] Kurdish Falcon (STEAM_0:1:42090950)
》Your ban ID: 53571
》Banned by: [FL] Venom
》Reason: Double accounting
》Involved: Myself and Venom.
》Why we should unban you: I'd like to apologize in advance for the essay I'm about to type regarding this ban. I'd like to start off by saying that I am 100% remorseful of this idiocy, and I won't deny that I double accounted; not now, not ever.
So I double accounted for a short period of time on the stupid impulsive decision to start a new alias on FearlessRP and to essentially, change who I was. I know, what I did was completely stupid and unnecessary. I had the mentality that nobody on FearlessRP liked me being there, and I wanted to amend that by changing account completely, abandoning my old account, and trying to be as nice to people as possible and be a part of the community that way. Looking back on that now, I feel like an utter idiot and feel that I made the biggest mistake I could have ever made on the Internet. I was rightly evicted from the community which I loved and cherished, all because one day, in the teenage fashion, decided to do something impulsive and stupid, all for the recognition of a few people...
This phase directly ended up in me being banned, and I regret it ever since, and I cannot say enough to express my remorse. I can promise that all this was temporary, and I know I did a lot of damage to the community and this is extremely difficult to even discuss, let alone put an unban request up for.
However, I miss this community so much, and no matter where I look; be it ArmA III, other Garry's Mod servers, you name it, it's irreplaceable for me and I'm sure it's the same for many others. Looking at all the events that have been going on involving my old FearlessRP friends, I hate myself even more for doing what I did to revoke myself the privilege of being part of such a nice community.
I wouldn't blame the staff team if they decided to look the other way completely, to be honest, because I do deserve it. I know I don't have the cleanest of records, but I am here asking for another chance; and I assure you I'd never be doing this if I still didn't love the community as I did before, if not ten times more, and I can promise a clean record future.
Sorry, not just for this essay, but for the damage I've done.
》Your ban ID: 53571
》Banned by: [FL] Venom
》Reason: Double accounting
》Involved: Myself and Venom.
》Why we should unban you: I'd like to apologize in advance for the essay I'm about to type regarding this ban. I'd like to start off by saying that I am 100% remorseful of this idiocy, and I won't deny that I double accounted; not now, not ever.
So I double accounted for a short period of time on the stupid impulsive decision to start a new alias on FearlessRP and to essentially, change who I was. I know, what I did was completely stupid and unnecessary. I had the mentality that nobody on FearlessRP liked me being there, and I wanted to amend that by changing account completely, abandoning my old account, and trying to be as nice to people as possible and be a part of the community that way. Looking back on that now, I feel like an utter idiot and feel that I made the biggest mistake I could have ever made on the Internet. I was rightly evicted from the community which I loved and cherished, all because one day, in the teenage fashion, decided to do something impulsive and stupid, all for the recognition of a few people...
This phase directly ended up in me being banned, and I regret it ever since, and I cannot say enough to express my remorse. I can promise that all this was temporary, and I know I did a lot of damage to the community and this is extremely difficult to even discuss, let alone put an unban request up for.
However, I miss this community so much, and no matter where I look; be it ArmA III, other Garry's Mod servers, you name it, it's irreplaceable for me and I'm sure it's the same for many others. Looking at all the events that have been going on involving my old FearlessRP friends, I hate myself even more for doing what I did to revoke myself the privilege of being part of such a nice community.
I wouldn't blame the staff team if they decided to look the other way completely, to be honest, because I do deserve it. I know I don't have the cleanest of records, but I am here asking for another chance; and I assure you I'd never be doing this if I still didn't love the community as I did before, if not ten times more, and I can promise a clean record future.
Sorry, not just for this essay, but for the damage I've done.